first letdown.

Okay, so my symptoms were killing me, and I had to test. Today marks 9DPO. Annd... BFN. I feel like I'm gonna throw up. Huge letdown. And when I was done, there was a bit of pink on the tp. I think that means AF is on her way. Stupid witch. I'm just really sad right now. I was really hoping. Hopefully next cycle will be it, but all I can do is try and cross my fingers that it goes right. If AF isn't here in a week, I'll test again, but I'm not holding my breath.